Still, I Say Amen

I walked through fire that never asked my nameCarried scars that never healed the sameI’ve cried out prayers with bloodied kneesAnd heard silence loud enough to shake belief I’ve buried hope beneath courtrooms and ashLearned that mercy doesn’t always come fastBut in the dark, where the answers don’t land—I’ve still been held by nail-scarred hands… Continue reading Still, I Say Amen

To the parents of a neurodivergent child

I see you. I see you in the supermarket, eyes darting, shoulders tight, praying for a smooth trip but bracing for the stares, the whispers, the judgment. I see you in parking lots, crouching beside your child, gently coaxing them out of the car while strangers impatiently walk past, not knowing that transitions can feel… Continue reading To the parents of a neurodivergent child

The Aftershock

Everyone thinks the fight ends when the judge signs the order.But no one talks about what comes next. No one talks about the night they walk into your home for the first time permanently — not with relief, but confusion.Not with celebration — but with trauma. People say, “At least they’re safe now.”But safe doesn’t… Continue reading The Aftershock

When The Truth Finally Breaks Through

There’s a moment in every war where something cracks.A wall falls. A voice rises. And everything changes. For months — no, years — I was dismissed.I was the “vindictive mom.” The “unstable one.”The woman trying to ruin a man’s reputation, they said. But what I really was… was a mother holding on by her fingernails… Continue reading When The Truth Finally Breaks Through

The Trial That Shouldn’t Exist

In just a few months, on July 17th and 18th, I will walk into a courtroom knowing that my entire world is on the line. I am the full-time caregiver to six children who have experienced trauma, abuse, and loss, and this trial will determine whether they remain in the safe home we’ve built together—or… Continue reading The Trial That Shouldn’t Exist

What The Legal System Misses When It Ignores a Miracle

In 2018, we were the story people whispered about. Addicts. Homeless. Lost. Broken. In 2025, we became a story people tell — to offer hope. The police department that once arrested us now shares our journey with new officers as an example of what recovery looks like when two people rise together. And yet, right… Continue reading What The Legal System Misses When It Ignores a Miracle

Dear God, Are You Still Listening

Sometimes the weight gets heavy, and I find myself reaching for something bigger than me — for comfort, for clarity, for peace.For me, that’s God. This letter isn’t here to preach or convince. It’s just one of those raw moments — where I let the quiet part of my soul speak, and maybe someone out… Continue reading Dear God, Are You Still Listening

Will Always Be My Reason

To my babies — There are days this world is heavy.There are nights I cry after you’ve fallen asleep, and mornings I have to choose — all over again — to get up and fight. But every time I do… it’s because of you.It’s always been you. I want you to know something, and I… Continue reading Will Always Be My Reason

The Light was Always inside you

There’s a version of you that survived everything that tried to break you.And guess what?You are living proof that light can grow in the darkest places. You’ve walked through seasons that treated you brutally. nights where your heart broke quietlywhile the world just kept spinning.But you’re still here.You’re still rising. Maybe you don’t have all… Continue reading The Light was Always inside you